"Bleak House" on a rainy evening? I think yes.

Not much happened today. Pretty much the same as yesterday, except it rained a lot more.
I got off work tonight and went to dinner. There was nothing to eat so I had a english muffin for the second time today and stole yet another piece of fruit from the cafeteria. I then came back to my room, did some Pop Pilates (Ouch!) and then cleaned for room checks tomorrow. While doing this I started the first episode of Bleak House by BBC. I've never seen it so I decided that it was time to start.

Although this summer has been monotonous in a lot of ways, I am sad it's ending. Today a junior nursing student came into the clinic to chat with us and it became all too real that my life is about to get a lot simpler. Not in the fact that I'll have a lot of school, but in the fact that I'll have less time to do things like this. I'll go from watching movies every day and laying on my bed contemplating life to getting off from work and the first thing I do is sit down with a book to study and hardly have time to eat dinner. I love college, but I don't like the first two weeks. The first two weeks of last semester were awful just because I was not prepared for it spiritually and mentally. I had a breakdown one night after work and almost called my mom to come pick me up. I wanted to drop out of school. I didn't care anymore what I was going to do with my life, I just wanted to get out of the Gates of Opportunity. So, this week and next week I'll be trying to prepare myself for what's ahead. I don't know if I'm ready for it. How do you prepare? It's not like you can just pretend that classes have started and that you don't have time to do anything.
What saddens me most is that I won't have as much time to blog or write my friends. I don't like having to prioritize every single little thing in my life when school starts but I know that's how it must be.
I got my first nursing book today and that put me in a more optimistic mood. I felt more like a nurse after flipping through it. :-)

I heard this on Bleak House. It made me laugh so I thought I'd share it with you. "This is the growlery. When I'm out of humor, I come here and growl." I don't know who said it, just appreciate it. That's kind of what this blog is too me, except I try to not growl.